My feeling

           My march's exam is coming soon and I'm want to keep my last final exam muet's band

           One day,my classmate Jia weng told me that before that I'm had ambitoius to score some   

          subject and last time I'm never lazy to do revision.

          But now I'm already change and lazy to do revision,even the exam is near the corner.

         Yesterday,he told me that he got a great job and the post is branch manager,

         and I'm felt that when he get the post,will become a busy person and will can't beside me everytime,

       but when the situation stuck in my mind, I felt depressed because the time we get along with each 

      other will less than before that.

      

         The situation same with my sister and her boyfiriend,when my sister study local Uniwersiti in 

        labuan and leave her boyfriend in here to working,but they just can get along with each other in

       few month,because my sister few month come back each time,when they meet each other,

       they will treasure that time very much and appreciate it.

    But how can my sister can do this?For me ,maybe a selfish person and just want my love ones can always beside me.But now I'm no longer can just stand by my side and think about his feeling.

 what can i do for him is just give supporting for him to working and earn more money to secure a better future life.When his busying with his own job,maybe I can try harder to keep the feeling and do revise to make myself busy to don't think too much.


                           Same thing is just hope the time can past faster.

When you almost want start to quarrel with your partner

                              When you feel almost start to quarrel with your partner,    

                             What should we do?Apology or keep silent?

                             I think I will choose reticent .

                            because whatever I'm talking also will make us start to quarrel.

                           when you quarrel with your partner,finally you will get nothing and will feel Hurt and 

                          heart breaking even sadness.

                           So,when I'm almost quarrel to him, suddenly I will reticent because I'm don't want 

                         hurt  each other.Even if his response not good for me,I'm also still reticent.

                          Everytime quarrel with him,finally my heart is broken and feel hurt ,even sadness.

                        

                      Quarrel with your partner will get mothing,but can hurt others feeling.even can make us

                      to break up.But sometimes your partnet is for your own good, you will not accept it well

                     and you can try to accept it slowly.Finally ,you know all the thing done by him is just for 

                      your good and stand by your point.Even me sometimes can't stand by him point and

                      misreading their meaning.Then he will feel sad.

 

       Women is oversensitive because she worrying about other and scare will lost other ,

      But the men are disagree what about the women thinking.

     Sometimes women is care about the men ,but the men disunderstand their women's meaning,

    and scold their women so noisy.

                          I hope men can understand the women's thinking,if she is oversensitive about you,

                          that means they care about you and not a busybody.

                       If she give advise to you,you must accept it well,because not all the women will do this 

                       for her men.

                         

                     

The happening of yesterday

Yesterday night,he had a bad mood,and use not good voice to reply my question
but I felt that no need quarrel with him and keep silent to him
When he drove the car to fetch me back,his speed is speed up and I was
disunderstood.
after that when the time is about twelve something,I saw two message from him
to explain why him like that.And I also reply to him.
He sais all the lesson for him,and one of the lesson is he force me to study
just because want me know is for my own good and can secure the better future.
And however the life is difficult,he also never give up to me.
What are he thnking just for my own good and sometimes I'm can accept it well.
After that,he apologize to me and is ok to me.

When I was decide

When I was working as coordinator in one company,
I was thinking about how to continue my study and choose some decision
Finaly,I was decide to study form six to be my choice,
just because my spm result was not satisfaction and I made dificult
decision is study form six to continue my study journey.
That time when I was decide ,I was not think too much and just want to
made my result complete perfectly and don't want feel regret again,
so I'm thought the choice are good choice.
But many people said if you choose to study form six is very dificult
because in one and a half year you must hardworking and make sure you
get a good result can enter the local universiti.
For me,I'm just want to complete my study journey in form six but not .
But not about enter the local universiti.

And now,my family member expecially my mother often emphasize want my
aim is finishing my form six with perfectly and enter the local
universiti to succeed my study journey.
Even he also want me succeed my form six's journey and enter the local
universiti.
Originally,my aim is not about universiti and is about complete my aim
and now everyone hope me can enter the universiti.
How can I make myself don't feel regret again and make everyone the
dreams come true?That is a big trouble for me?

haiz..

当你一时的期望被一些因素影响到的时候，

你的理智出现先还是情绪出现先，

我很确定地告诉你，我是情绪出现先，因为每次你告诉我某些决定，我的思想就会告诉我，

我的某些东西可能会有所改变或影响，所以会有点情绪化，

有时每当情绪化时，我的情绪就有所波动而淹没了我的理智，那时的我根本分辨不出好还是坏，

我有时的思想会偏向负面，因为我觉得我是那种有点忧郁的人，所以每当告诉我一些事，

我是不能很理智地想东西。

人家说就算天塌下来，我们也应该看开点因为凡事都有它的原因，有些事是由不得你作决定，

所以只好听天由命和见步行步。

Continueing the last topic
Now,I'm very agree about m topics,that i health is important than wealth,because my love ones nearly fall to sick and my mood become bad.This is due to the he don't take care his body an always burn midnight oil for his own paperwork.

Who can tell me wealth is more important or health is more important?

sometimes I'm think about it,maybe wealth can secure a better life

but sometimes when yours love ones is sick,maybe you get some bad feeling

like me when my love ones is getting sick or not feeling well,my feeling is sad and my mood is not so good,

even I will think health will more important than wealth,

but maybe some people will disagree with me, just because now the world is become materialistic,so they will think wealth is more important than health,

without money cannot do anything,got money can do anything.

But if you got money and you is not healthy,can you do anything you want to do without anxiety.

But if you got money and you have a good healthy,I can tell you you sure can do anything without anxiety.