Recently mood

             Recently,my mood is not so stable,sometimes depressed,sometimes is mood~less,
             These few day,I'm thinking a lot and also ask my friend how's her and her boy friend,
            She told me that her boyfriend not tell her the truth and sometimes he sleep until forget his promise to
            her,
           She said his friend told her if her don't get along with him longer~can break up to his boyfriend,
           but everytimes his boyfriend make always almost want to say the word,
           I'm know his boyfriend make her so moody and mood~less,
           She also say his boyfriend is hopeless for her because he look like no sincere to her,
           And she will not easily believe his boyfriend is sincere with any word.
          Why his boyfriend do this to her?As i known ,she is a good person to me.

          If you can realize the promise to somebody~please don't easily promise to people,
          because if you failed to do that~the person which you promise will feel sad and disappionted or despair.
       

           girl 's heart like a glass is easily to get breaking,if you fully love the girl,please don't hurt the girl so much and protect her heart with carefully.Girl's heart is easily to protect because girl need more care and take care their feeling ,even they need a people to protect her and her so much.
         

Today's mood

             Just now know my march exam get band 3 and feel that my muet is already retrogress,
             even my classmate also told me that my muet is retrogress,
             I'm think the listening and writing are the most difficult part to score for me,
             Just because the writing's one part get band 3 and other get band 2 and make me drop to band 3,
             listening also worse because so hard to me to catch the point,
             Two of my friend get band 4 and fell that they are already improve to themselves,
             
            This march exam's result is worse is does't mean anything,
            maybe next time I'm can get better than this result,
            Now until mid-year exam still got many time to improve myself ,
            Now cannot go trip with my friend but I'm can use the time to study myself,
            I'm just feel some little stress because my target for MUET is atleast get band 4 but I'm have to try  
            harder to achieve my goal.
           In front of my sight have many better future for me,
         I'm cannot easily giving up for myself,
         I'm must remember my proverb never give up.

                       Just now I know that He is busy working and even din eat his lunch and breakfast,

                   And his friend told me that He is very busy and his working life is hard to him and

                  L ook at him in his office.. is hard for him.. he work because for MY FUTURE.

                 All thing done by him is just for me.And I'm realize I'm was selfish and don't understand him so much.

                 What can I'm do for him is try to control my emotion and try to understand his situation.

                He also want accompany me because his job is too much thing to do and will often accompany me.

               I hope the time can pass quickly and all the thing will be fine.

               If this year I can success my study journey,after that anything will be fine.

Recently the mood

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the day after tomorow will be my exam week

          this due to the tiring reasons,

         These day my mood not so stable and sometimes will feel lazy and tired,

         Maybe the exam causes me some little stressful,

        My class teacher said if all of us in this exam get one subject failed and will punish us

       after that,I will worried about my some subject because those subject make me failed in last year,

      so this time ,I'm must make sure those subject will pass in this exam,

      but sometimes I will temporary hardworking to do revision,after that become origin.

      

       Everytimes when the exam is coming,will make me feel stress and hate that feeling,

        IN these year,I very hope can quickly finishing my study journey and take some destination to  

        relaxing my mind and my soul.

        If get a chance,I'm willing to travel in other country and experience their natural environment.

      If get a chance,I'm willing to put down boulder and relaxing my mind.

交往半年的心声

                                 他是她的他，她有时拿他当出气筒，而他就乖乖地给她发泄，

                                  她喜欢他，她觉得他有安全感，很舒服。

                                  她在最灰心的时候，最需要他的劝告，在最难过的时候，最需要他的安慰，

                                 当她知道他出事和生病的时候，就会心痛难过。

                                

                           从去年到现在已有半年了，她和他都经历过不少不愉快的事，

                          甚至从冷战到差点放弃对方也有试过，到后来因为想通了，

                           而坚持下去和他度过难关，他为了迁就她就忍声吞气地委屈自己来迁就她。

                          他在她的朋友眼中是个好男友。她的朋友叫她要好好珍惜他和不要放弃他。

                          有时她的一时冲动却不知道会间接地伤害了他。而他却默默地忍受她的任性。

                           

                          她有时想为自己的冲动而向他道歉，却心里挣扎着该该道歉才好。

                          她和他冷战时其实内心是很痛苦的，但为了避免再争吵，她只好沉默起来了。

                         

                           谢谢他在半年以来包容她的任性和付出。